Wednesday, 20 May 2009

• changes & stuff

  

  I am bored when nothing changes

  but I hate change.

  weird.

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  • I have a roommate for the summer
    • She has a dog (my dog likes her dog too)
    • This is the first roommate I have "really" had in about 13 years, I think (with the exception of about 6 weeks that I lived with q friend a few years ago, when I had people still renting my place out for a semester while I was in Florida.)
    • I hope she can survive me for the summer. 
      
      
  • I have a "closure meeting" coming up. 
    • I usually like closure.... but this will be a painful one that I am not looking forward to at all.  It make me feel stupid and is so invalidiating to get so stinking attached to people - and know that they don't/won't reciprocate.
      
      
  • My son will be 12 very soon.
    • I think that I really should have a lot to say about that, but sadly I don't yet.
      
      
  • My best friend has graduated... and is more than ready to move on and move away.  Several other friends have moved already too right after graduation.
    • I'm happy for them, but will miss them a lot.
    • I actually started to get mad about them leaving... thinking they could have stayed around for a bit longer to visit with friends (including me) if they really wanted to, since their lives were hectic before graduation... I know I justy wasn't ready for them to leave - and regretted that we didn't have time to hang out more before they left.
    • It was hard knowing that this was "supposed to be" my own graduating semester too, if I had been back in school like I should have done (I think)... even though I know I am somewhat where I'm supposed to be at -- and that I am on a new path right now too.
      
      
  • I got EIGHTY-FIVE stinking hours of community service.  It was that or pay a fine of $560 ! !  After I lost my job, I lost my car insurance - and I got pulled over one night after babysitting.  I have NEVER had such a hefty fine in my life! 
    • I guess I should be more grateful that the judge is allowing me to do community service instead of paying the fine.... Gratefulness does not come easy for me, sadly.
      

  

   

  • Relatively, I'm doing okay... a lot of transitions for the summer, I guess.  I'm adjusting okay enough through it all.  I think so, at least. 

  

  
   

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